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Ïmola🌙's avatar

I kept circling back to the same thought on my second week, too: that I am not being seen. I mean, not the way I wanted to be seen before and with my alteregos I created for myself to protect me and my inner child, but the real me.

And I realized a lot of returning to the artist within is just becoming the same person I was when I was a child, before the adults and the world told me who I should be. Loved reading your notes and reflections.

🍓 nikki. 𓅫's avatar

100% agree with you, Ïmola. “I realized a lot of returning to the artist within is just becoming the same person I was when I was a child, before the adults and the world told me who I should be.” yes, exactly my experience too, tbh. thank you for commenting. i love feeling like we are walking our The Artist’s Way paths together! :)

Maria J.'s avatar

"identity wasn’t missing. it was underground, waiting for better weather" YES. I love the way you write your field notes, honestly these inspire me every time -- you insights are just 💯

🍓 nikki. 𓅫's avatar

eeeek thank you so muchhh!

All My Friends Are Sick's avatar

Oh shooooot — I've been thinking about starting The Artist's Way for 5ever and now I'm feeling real inspired to do so, especially after seeing you connect it to IFS

🍓 nikki. 𓅫's avatar

this comment makes me soooo happy. definitely do it, i highly recommend the book! it’s even more creatively inspiring when you filter what doesn’t resonate of the authors language into what does resonate for you!!

margaret campbell's avatar

oooooo i’ve been meaning to read this book forever, my art girlies always talk about it!! thank you for this

🍓 nikki. 𓅫's avatar

it’s my third time working through the 12 week journey! i’ve read the book a million times and been doing morning pages for many years. HIGHLY recommend the book! :)

✷ flo ✷'s avatar

I love thinking about what symbols keep appearing to me and what they might mean! for the past year for me it's been deer 🦌

🍓 nikki. 𓅫's avatar

a deer! wow! what do you think that means for you??? if i may ask 🤩

✷ flo ✷'s avatar

I think they represent something to do with my ‘true self’. I had a dream a while ago where I was feeding deer junk food and I interpreted it as something like “you're not looking after your truest self”

I've started noticing deer a lot more over the past few years and whenever I see one I'm so happy and it’s like a little reminder “remember to connect to your self!”